And the day she was born…
If I am not wrong that was probably the only day when she cried like anything in front of everyone.
Because after that things got changed and those things teared her apart.
Shining face, kind eyes, good heart, real smile made her whole.
Since childhood She has been a part of a war everyday.
She faced new ups and downs everyday.
She made herself strong by each day passing through.
Just to ignore such things She tried to protect herself and to stay away from things which are not made for her.
That’s why ,
She loved to go school everyday.
Not because she was so intelligent or something like that.
But she wanted to invest all her time on something which is worthy enough for her importance.
And as She’s also a human being so she loved to spent time with people who loves her back as she does.
She always loved people more than they deserve and somewhere in her heart she always had a hope that People will adore her way of loving them and will understand how much efforts she has paid to stay connected or to make other people happy.
Slowly but gradually her life was going little fast than others.
Everyday of her life was telling her a new story and She was experiencing a new lesson everyday.
She started facing obstacles in her life.
Ya ! That’s very common.
Every individual faces obstacles in their life but,
She didn’t face the problems which deserve neither the easy peesy lemony juicy one.
The problems in her life was giving her a bunch of reasons to Hate her life and hate everything present around her.
I mean she was just 5 or 6 years old and She realized how rude and blunt her parents are.
How could her parents easily be so partial with her and her brother?
How could they say that who’s better between both of them.
Everybody knew that she’s far better than her brother.
Her brother wasn’t a bad boy although but also he never gave a fuck about how she is being treated or something like that.
And not because It was about her brother so they treated her like this it was because She had different perception and opinion about life and things.
She was like a bird who always wanted to fly over the sky but her parents somehow stopped her from doing so and provided her a cage of rules and regulations which she had to follow without any choice.
At that time,
Nobody could understand what was cooking in her mind.
Actually nobody could ever understand the way she has been broken and been disappointed not even her so parents or loved ones.
Though her parents always found many reasons to love her brother even more than her.
She was a girl whom someone will love to love.
In front of the society or other unknown people she was loved by everyone even by her family members but She never wanted that love!
She never asked anything drom her parents except for their time and such kind words of appreciation.
But still she wanted somthing different which can make her realize that she is really worthy.
Even if nobody loved her , She didn’t change her path and loved people unconditionally.
Not because She was an idiot but because She loved to love people.
Secrets of that girl was in her every cell.
Everybody has got sentiments but nobody took a moment to feel the way she feels.
Nobody ever tried to ask her whether she’s Okay or Not.
Her each and every word hold a secret.
Even her closed one or so called friends does not know her so well.
You know why?
Because she has had lots of problems which made her realize that the only person who can take stand for her or can help her out wass only her.
She alway tried to deal woth her issues and with her anxiety.
She did not get enough time to share anything with anyone.
And even no one bothers to know as well.
And now she is just an old soul. ^.^